Wednesday, August 13, 2014
illtellYOUeverything ;
12:51 AM
Monday, July 02, 2012
Life's change so much for me.
An angel had appeared in my life and she is really getting deeply embedded in my heart. She is really special and had already became part of my life. However, she will be going for studies over in UK and the thought of her studying there for 3 years is making me go crazy. The feeling of yearning for a person is something I will always detest and be most afraid of.
But I will wait for her to come back, as somehow somewhere, I believe that she will be the one that I will marry in future. I hope that things will finally go the way I wanted for once, as losing somebody precious is something I really don't want to go through again, ever.
I wonder if I had been a good mate to her thus far. You know when you found somebody precious, you just want to spend as much time with her as possible and see that smile that brighten up your day.
I guess there's nothing else I can do but to face the fact that she'll be leaving soon and spend the remaining days the best we could, enjoying each other's company.
moonkian
blogged @ 11.05pm on 2 july 2012
illtellYOUeverything ;
11:06 PM
Friday, March 04, 2011
hey cindy.
just want to say the first and last happy birthday to you. don't worry i will always keep you somewhere in my heart and my memories. i will also try my best to bring you flowers annually on this day. so believe in me ok? i will always remember you and cherish all those memories i had with you.
i just want to say i really miss you and i am strong so don't get worried over me. i will move on given some time. just make sure you do well on the other side ok?
i once saw this in some magazine, not to believe in the afterlife as we only live our life once which is really true for even if there is an afterlife it wouldn't be me anymore, so i will do my best to live a awesome and rosy life. remember me and believe that i will do well in my life living a simple but happy life.
moonkian
blogged @ 11:11 on 4 march 2011, HERbirthday
illtellYOUeverything ;
11:07 PM
Wednesday, February 02, 2011
nowadays, it's fearful to even know ladies as it came to me after the accident that they are really very fragile. knowing one means risking the chance to hurt one, and getting close to one means having high chances to hurting them both physically and emotionally.
the trip with junjie out was quite a smoothing one today and his eyes is still as big as before, able to see beneath my skin. i must say he really describe me correctly as a rock with crazy amount of cracks within.
i don't know how, but i'm really crumbling within with each passing day, and there is currently no hope for me to stop the destruction. i don't know how long more i can hold on to this life so unfair where i even lose the courage to believe, the courage to love and the courage to risk hurting a fine lady.
but that is not the problem now as i have to find the key to opening the door of my heart and the key to releasing all the sorrows. i want to find the slim light in the endless darkness and get out of it.
somebody save me.
moonkian
blogged @ 12.40am on 2 february 2011
illtellYOUeverything ;
12:27 AM
Monday, December 13, 2010
today with some free time, i decided to blog a little at the wordpress dedicated for you, but somehow SAF just blocked the wordpress. it makes me a little confused of what i should be doing now except studying for the tests. so i decided to revive my blog a little since i cant do anything at that place.
it's been so long since my visit to your niche.i wonder how it look like now and whether you are still in this world. somehow i really misses you, but i am restricted to visiting you less as it will help me to let go. that is really a sad thing so the only thing i can do for now is to visit you once a year with the flowers i always made for you.
i dun understand why being a person that likes simple stuff that is easily contented who loves drinking plain water and cabbage soup is sinful enough for heaven to befall sadness upon him. however, of course the people i love are not simple but exceptional. i really dont understand my life now.
moonkian
blogged @ 1.59pm on 13 december 2010
illtellYOUeverything ;
1:41 PM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
my ah ma's here for a visit from malaysia. she's here with my cousin and my second aunt (bur yee). my aunt is the best man, cos she's the one that helps clean up my most house and seriously, she's crazily good at it making this place seems not like my house. she's really nice.
yday after coming home from cscc chalet, i offered to play majong with my ah ma cos she really loves majong altho i will be deprived of sleep. but anyway, it made her happy so it was worth it. by the way, we played the 3 person majong as it was her favourite type of majong. in the end, i won around 10-20 bucks while my ah ma won around 40 to 50 bucks. my cousin's a poor thing right.
now, my ah ma's majong-ing again, with my singapore aunt and my mum. i dont know why but it seems like 3 person majong is more popular than 4 person one in my house, that's why i cant stand the length of each 4p majong game.
that shall be all for today.
moonkian
blogged @ 11.51pm on 20 december
illtellYOUeverything ;
11:38 PM
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
nothing much today, just went to club to retrieve my mr surveys i left there by accident after my camp. special thanks go shiying, xinyi, yuqin and genli for this. stay around for around and then went over to fc3. after that, went off with ivan and chorCHUAN and finally reach bedok.
went over to girlfriend house to drop off her luggage and after that, went off to parkway parade to meet her up so that we can enjoy lunch today. had ajisen (long time no eat le) and after that walked around and she went back after the 1 hour break. then, i went home.
reach home, slack and eat and slack etc. nothing else to blog about for today, so i think i shall end here.
moonkian
blogged @ 1.15am on 16 december
illtellYOUeverything ;
1:09 AM
