Monday, June 25, 2007

suddenly got this surge of feeling to post...

recently... i was thinking of the past when my father enter my room in the middle of the night checking on me... switching on my fan if my aircon was off... well... u could say i kinda miss that feeling...

life is strange... it's quite true that for everything good... there comes a equally bad thing... for me... it was my dad who suffered... his kidney failed... and he had to go thru dialysis... it was kinda sad... but still... i haf to continue my life... but there's good news too... my mom's kidney match his... so they will be having a operation in october...

i BELIEVE that it is already a success =) everything will turn out fine ahhas...

on the other hand... starting of the year... the doc said my maternal grandpa only have around 6 months to live... and my grandma told my grandpa... of cos he was sad... everybody is afraid to know when they will die... just went back to see him yesterday while attending my cousin's wedding... will blog on the wedding next post... my grandpa was lyk skin and bone now... compare to the past where he's obese... it's really sad... and just last week... he got a lil lao ren chi dai... i noe he won last till end of july...

somehow... i hope he will pass away very peacefully... u might say i am unfilial... but... i really dont want to see him suffer anymore... his body cant even take in any food... he vomits more than what he eat everytime... how is life good that way?

shall end here... getting too EMO suddenly... thanks for reading btw...

moonah~
blogged by 10.45pm on 25th june

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