Friday, October 26, 2007

FIRST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINZI! =))

THEN

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JOANN (25 october)

nowadays... i have quite a lot of time to think... and somehow... i felt that i sucks...

let's just say... i cant even rmb the last good thing i did for my friends or family... did i eva did one? or did i live my 17 years in vain? but... i noe my friends are helping me alot... damn...

I AM SO SELFISH!

not sure why... but even an auntie rejected me giving up my seat today... it left me pondering why... but to no avail...

am i really that sucky that my help are not even appreciated? do i deserve my friends?

i think i need to be more self-concious... am i right?

Random thoughts
Will you choose to live long and enjoy life, or to live short but meaningful?

Living long is definitely not my type, but I do want to enjoy life. At the same time, a meaningful life is what i seek, but am I too selfish to do ARK(Act of Random Kindness)? I really hope I die in my 60s.

I am selfish.
I sucks.
I don't deserve my friends.

moonah
blogged @ 12.44am on 26 october

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